day 19 is here. Feeling like I need to just be happy with the status quo today. Why feel like I have to keep up with others in the area of friendships and time spent with someone? It is not a competition and I am to old to feel like I want to be in the “in” crowd. Jealousy over developing friendships is a waste. Tip of the day, don’t analyze who is hanging out with who so much. Life is already stressful enough.